14.8.14
30.1.13
Potatoes: A Cautionary Tale
Buried deep, inches below the surface of North Dakotan soil, 3.8 million potatoes lay growing. Spuds, their colors a symphony of brown, soaking in nutrients of the middle western summer soil. Papa Reyes sits on his porch admiring the glorious pock-marked brown fields which expand without limit ahead of him; a universe of tubers, constantly growing, expanding, stretching their roots to the edges of their capacity.
“Oh, that sounds lovely, hon.”
In the heartland, something had altered. New life had found its way into the planet. A change was coming, though it would be a change that no one could have anticipated.
“POTATOES NOW ILLEGAL IN 25 STATES”
“INTERNATIONAL CRISIS - PEOPLE COLLAPSING LIKE SACKS OF POTATOES”
The headlines were confounding. Even Michael Pollan could not explain the phenomenon. His famous quote, “To the extent that you can put yourself in the place of these other species and look at the world from their point of view, I think it frees us from our sense of alienation from nature and we become members of the biotic community,” had become chillingly literal.
In a matter of days, every consumer of North Dakotan potatoes had fallen victim to the potato fever. Where once stood Tammy Pampon, Papa Reyes, and Buck Finkle, there now towered massive tubers. Tubers which were ever ripening, turning green, sprouting, growing poisonous. Frangelica Boobles had no idea what to do with the hulking forms. One doesn’t bury potatoes, one unburies them. Isn’t that what Papa had taught her? And yet, she wondered, how else should I honor the memory of my sweet Papa Reyes?
Frangelica grew lonely, aching for human contact. She snuggled up to the starchy bulk of her former lover. She kissed his rough skin, licking the dirt from her lips. She caressed his sprouts, the parts she imagined had once been his reproductive anatomy. She hoped it would comfort him in some way. “If only I could hold your eleventh finger, one last time,” she whispered, blinking away the tears.
One morning, Frangelica awoke to the sound of whirring blades. Assuming it was a helicopter, a sign of human life, she peeled herself hopefully away from her lover and ran outside. Though it was before noon, the sky had grown dark. Squinting, blinking in disbelief, Frangelica tried to understand the object which filled the sky. Descending to earth, she eyed a giant food processor. Slick metal contours. Wireless. “What the...” she mumbled.
The food processor landed with a dull thud in the fields of dirt, outside the former Mr. Reyes’ home. Frangelica double-knotted the belt of her robe. She put her hand to her hair, remembering how long it had been since she last showered.
A door on the food processor opened and out walked a thin, bald-headed, bespectacled man. Her first reaction, relief, was quickly followed by panic when she noticed this man was followed by dozens of identical men. A ship of Michael Pollans, flooding the North Dakotan plains.
“What are you doing here? What do you want?” she shrieked.
“We have come to clean up the mess,” Michael Pollan replied.
“What mess? What do you mean?”
“Your people, greedy with lust for the perfect french fry, were on the verge of destroying the only thing of value on this planet,” said Michael Pollan.
Another Michael Pollan approached the first, adding, “we have infiltrated your planet through the object of your passion, the russet potato.”
The first Pollan remarked, “How easy it was to get you humans to eat the alien potatoes. How blind you all were to the tell-tale signs of alien life.”
“Wh-what are you going to do to me?” Frangelica stammered.
“Don’t you even care to know where the true value of your planet lies?! Selfish beast!” shouted the first Michael Pollan.
“I don’t know what you mean.”
“Diversity is what I mean! You were all so busy finding the perfect french fry that you abandoned the most nutritious, delicious, hearty and satiating varieties of the potato crop. Foolish, foolish humans!”
“So, you turned us all into potatoes?”
“Yes! So that you may truly become members of the biotic community.”
“I see. And what about me? I am not a potato.”
“We knew that there would inevitably be survivors. That is why we have come. We will throw each and every worthless potato hull of a human into our ship, creating a nutritious meal of mashed human potatoes for you to survive upon and feed to your progeny. With this nutrition, you will create a race of people who can harvest more than five thousand varieties of Solanum Tuberosum. To put it simply, we are here to reproduce with you. Please. Contain your excitement.”
Again, Frangelica’s hand went to her hair. She felt something stir inside of her. A strange mixture of fear, disgust, and... arousal? Who was this outgoing alien, this presuming Pollan, this confident creature? She couldn’t help but admit it. He reminded her of the dearly departed, Papa Reyes. She bit her lip, her mind raced.
“Well?” she huskily inquired after a few moments of silence. She stepped toward the alien, softly asking him, “what are you waiting for?”
The Dream Home
On his last day at work, Alder felt positive. He’d made a plan. He’d bought The Efficient Carpenter, Building Your Own Home For Dummies, Housebuilding: A Do It Yourself Guide, and a plot of land on the outskirts of town with his severance package. Amidst the panic and planning of the weeks that followed the announcement, he’d remembered a dream that he and Laurel once had, long before the realities and distractions of the daily grind had sapped his ambition. He would build their dream house. He would spend a year outside, cutting lumber, laying wire, caulking, carpeting, digging, sanding, painting, doing everything himself, the way that he and Laurel dreamed about.
When she heard the news, she exhaled through the pinpricks of adrenaline that shot through her fingers, chest and nose. She held his hand. She kissed the tear on his cheek and told him they would get through it together.
The land Alder bought came with a dilapidated cabin. A small kitchen with a stove that wouldn’t hold a turkey and nowhere to put the toaster or the french press. A living room. A bedroom. A bathroom, with no bath.
“It’s only a year?” she asked.
“It’ll be done before you know it!” He squeezed her shoulder gently and let the February wind sweep them inside.
The walls contained her. Boxes stacked to her head, blocked her view. Boxes and walls and acres of trees between her and the life they had known.
It wasn’t long before the doubts formed; fermenting, ballooning, and spraying their spores into his blood. Heavy, filling him with leaden dread. The walls of the cabin, like an unwanted nurse with cold hands and a cot in the living room, kept him inside. The project was immense. He was a child with tinker toys.
And Laurel at the loveseat. Laurel by the stove. Laurel and her magazines. On her hands and knees, scrubbing the grout between bathroom tiles. Patiently waiting.
She knew he wasn’t on schedule. In six months he’d only managed to scout a plot to build the house on. He told her that this was the hardest part. There had to be good light. There was a view to think about, an energy to comply with. The cabin creaked under the weight of his dream and she was trapped behind its yellowed, cracking paper and weathered boards. She was almost 33 and she felt the years that stood between her and children.
She couldn’t recognize him anymore; a quiet twin with shadows in his eyes. Dream walls erected above his reach. He knew how to process a lien, how to identify the market niche, but construction was beyond his ability. He couldn’t tell Laurel. She had been so supportive, a model of patience, but he sensed that a shift was occurring. A contractor wouldn’t fit the budget. Friends in construction? Perhaps classes to take. An apprenticeship, or a course at the J.C.? He would become lost, weighing the possibilities.
A monotonous job at Cuppola Insurance became the highlight of Laurel’s days. Immersed in the office drama, she could forget about the ghost back home. She spent the shrinking evenings of fall in the kitchen with a mug of tea and the phone. Complaints collided with rafters as Marie Callender’s lasagna heated in the oven. One night, while talking to her mother about how much she missed living in town, she discovered that the latch to the kitchen door had broken when it swung open and refused to shut. Something had loosened. The latch wouldn’t slip into the hole in the strike plate. As if the cabin was telling her, “You’re free to go now.”
Little bits and pieces of the cabin gradually gave in. A leaking pipe under the sink, dead bulbs just out of Laurel’s reach, clogged gutters, cracked window panes, stains and holes.
“Can’t you at least keep this cabin from falling apart around us?” Laurel asked.
“I’m trying! Can’t you see how much I have to do? I have a house to build.”
“Trying? You do nothing all day while I go work a dead end job I hate. I’m the one working to pay for this disaster. The foundation isn’t even done.”
“Don’t you think I would work faster if I could?”
“I don’t know what to think! But this isn’t my life. This isn’t where I wanted to end up. This wasn’t my plan.”
The fights happened more frequently. She needed him to understand how unattractive his apathy was. He needed her to listen patiently and suggest solutions.
The week leading up to Valentine’s Day was cold and wet. A winter storm was passing through, pushing wind through gaps in the walls, piling eucalyptus leaves on the roof, rattling against the window panes. Laurel had been standing in the kitchen, chopping up carrots and onion for a roast, thinking about the past year. A whole year had gone by since they moved in, with only a freshly laid foundation to show for it. She had watched Alder transform into a quiet, still fixture in her life; as if here were merely an appliance inside the cabin.
She turned on the gas and struck a match, feeling weighty love for her missing husband. She knew it was time to leave, with or without Alder. As she bent toward the stove, a gust of wind rushed through the crookedly closed window, blowing out the flame. She struck another match and it was immediately extinguished. Laurel felt heavy and could barely lift her arm. She wanted to get the food started so she could lay down with a book and a bottle of Pinot, but the wind was mocking her and she couldn’t get the stove to light. Each of four matches was extinguished just before the flame could ignite the gas. Tears pressed their way out of her eyes, blurring the spokes of the range top. She choked on her breath, feeling cool wet trails winding their way to her chin. She set the matches on the counter, poured a tall glass of wine, and headed for the couch.
Had the cabin guessed at her mood? In awe, she stared at the couch, at the pale blue and white stripes which had turned dark in a growing circle. Drops of water fell from ceiling to sofa, making a muted pat-pat upon the fabric.
It took Laurel only four days to find an apartment in town that would hold the two of them, but that she could afford on her own. It took two more days to work up the courage to talk to Alder. On February 13, she found him sitting on the couch in the dried tears of the cabin.
“Hon, can we talk for a minute?” she nervously asked. Her breath was shallow, pushing its way out, around the huge words that she didn’t want to speak.
“What’s up?”
She exhaled. Blinked. “I can’t do this. I can’t live here. I can’t watch you spend your days staring at the wall, or wandering the property. I’m 33. I want a family, and this isn’t the place to raise one.”
“We’re not raising kids here, we’re raising them in the house! You wanted this, too!”
“I want a house, not a cement square! How long am I supposed to live like this? I’m miserable.”
“I am doing my best.”
“It’s not enough!”
He stared at her slippers. She nervously shook her heel.
“I found a place in town,” she said. “It’s small, but it’s clean and warm and safe. I already put down a deposit and I’m moving there tonight. I’ve had it with the cold and the wet. Alder. I love you. I want you to come with me.”
This is the time to tell her, he thought. Tell her about how much harder it was to build than you’d realized. Tell her you didn’t want her to hate you for moving her out here, spending so much on an impossible dream.
“Aren’t you going to say anything?”
Tell her.
“Well,” she straightened her posture, “I’m leaving. Call me when you snap out of this.”
She put on her shoes and grabbed her purse, slamming the door behind her. The roof creaked under the weight of wet eucalyptus leaves and years of neglect. Alder thought he saw the walls shudder. His throat was tight. He couldn’t breathe, but his heart was slamming blood into his arteries. He heard the car door slam and the engine turn on. The cabin groaned. The roof cracked, bending metal supports, splitting beams, shearing off screws, water pouring through, loud like the blood in his ears, crashing down upon him.
31.8.11
the Mail and Frank
7.3.11
Man of the Year
Dataw Island is a different place. The honey air is thick with Laurel Greenbrier, sweet-shrub, and light-purple Tamarisk. Canals weave their way around the island, a gated community, home to golf lovers, retired couples, alligators, and caretakers. Dolphins jump and crash from one yard to another. It’s March, the month for The March of the Elders. Waves lap against the the dock, like the mouths of connoisseurs in a cigar bar, small kisses, unsure, uneven smacking, wet, and sticky. The men of Dataw Island tread upon the stained vinyl decking, their hulking bodies bouncing in the rhythm of their movement. Their heads don black top hats and their bodies are clad in traditional swimwear; black spandex speedos, snug above the shoulders.
One man will reign supreme, and for the entirety of the following year he will have his pick of Tee Time, his table of choice at the clubhouse, and he will inherit his seat as the chairman of the Homeowner Association. It’s a time-honored tradition, going back to the days when Dataw was first established as a settlement for the elderly.
The contest consists of one simple test: the catwalk competition. The men promenade along the docks which connect their backyards, past the women of Dataw. Once they reach the evaluation center they stand with their feet shoulder-width apart, bend their knees as deeply as their muscles can support, and hold their arms straight in front of their chests, parallel to the ground. The women are meant to choose the most hulking and powerful of the men, though admittedly their own personal biases sometimes color their decisions.
The men have begun their march. Mr. Johnson walks in the rear, with a prime view of his competitors. He has spent the year in preparation for this day, though he knows it’s unnecessary to worry about the outcome; he’s been the champion each year for the past three years. His dimpled cheeks shake with each step. He has not one chin, but six. His movement is ponderous; he bends powerfully with each step, his rhinoceros legs sleek with baby oil. He is thankful for the baby powder that he liberally sprinkled between the folds before leaving home this morning.
He surveys his competition. To the left, Mr. Grimes, who has, if anything, lost some girth. The unfortunate seem to shrink in old age. Bones eroded by Coca Cola and acid reflux, skin covered in hair, hangs limp like drying pelts after the hunt, pitiful. To the right, Mr. Palmer, who has gained some heft but his skin seems to be too weak to support it. Parts of his thigh hangs down by his knees. If they were being judged by scales, the incumbent might fear for his reelection, but the winner of the march must be robust, virile, impressive and Mr. Palmer’s figure impressed only upon one's sympathy for Mrs. Palmer.
The men turn a corner, approaching the Dataw Island Clubhouse. Through a gap between his neighbors, Mr. Johnson spots an unfamiliar rear end.
“Who’s that?” he asks Grimes.
“Him?” he asks, pointing toward a pale and spotted mass. Mr. Johnson nods. “Jack Lacasse. Moved in the old Wright home a couple months ago.”
“What do you know of him?”
“That’s about it, Rich. Worried he’s gonna knock you off your throne?” Grimes asks, a smile chiseled into his face.
Mr. Johnson grunts and keeps walking.
They’ve reached the presentation platform. Wind wriggles through the folds. The men are lined in a single row, six inches between each shoulder, facing their women. A squirrel rustles through Peppervine. A woman blows her nose. A whistle is blown. The women form a circle and the vote is cast. Mr. Johnson can feel blood flush through his fingertips and he catches his breath.
“Jack Lacasse, please collect your smoking jacket, you are to be Dataw Island’s Man of the Year!”
Mr. Johnson blinks. His wife approaches him, a smiling sympathy on her face and his robe in her hand. He is suddenly aware of how much skin he has exposed to the chilly March air.
21.2.11
Mary
When Mary stepped onto the porch of the white farm house which she called home, she held open the door for her friend to follow her to school. The September morning was dry; she felt hot wind against her cheeks and through her hair, carrying with it the scent of Oklahoma Hackberry, freshly mowed and watered grass, and the plains.
Mary was never without her friend. Not since two years ago. She was eleven. Her parents had stopped at a gas station late one night in Comanche County. She needed water, and after she insisted her way through Stephens and Jefferson County that her spit wasn’t enough to swallow, her mother released a sigh of exhaustion and told her husband to stop at the next exit; she needed to pee anyways.
There had been shouts, she remembered. The doors locked, the sound of her mother’s heels on the asphalt of the parking lot, grunting, begging. She didn’t feel like going into it.
Her friend had been there. All those hours, waiting. Holding her in her arms. And after that night, during their time at the orphanage, and then with the Foleys, and now with the Rupps; Bumps had been there for Mary.
“Come on Bumps, we’re gonna be late,” Mary said.
The walk to school was nine blocks long. Past the manicured lawns of Cassius Barnes, and the pink flamingos that perched outside Miss Hammon’s cotton candy pink and white trimmed split-level. They stopped at a park which had overgrown grass that Bumps nibbled on for her breakfast. Mary held Bumps’ hand as they crossed NW Euclid onto NW Homestead and headed to Tomlinson Middle School.
Children sat on the patchy lawn below the flag pole in the front of the school. Some read magazines, some whispered in close circles, some smoked cigarettes in the driveways of neighboring homes. All the girls seemed to have their circles of friends to gossip with about the changes they were experiencing. Mary and Bumps stayed together, not bothering to make any new friends, and told their own stories to each other while they waited until it was time to go to Miss Belle’s homeroom class.
“Umm, what are you doing?” asked a tall and attractive girl who looked and acted much older than thirteen.
“I’m just waiting with Bumps for Miss Belle’s homeroom,” replied Mary.
The girl threw back her head and laughed. “Oh my god, what a freak,” she cawed to her friends. Her name, Mary later found out, was Landry Lane. Landry was into pageants, social status, pink jumpers, and public mortification.
“It’s okay, Bumps. Sticks and stones may break our bones, but names will never hurt us.”
The warning bell rang through the halls and Mary gladly took Bumps’ hand and led her to class. Miss Belle taught Pre-Algebra. The first day of the semester, she asked the class to forgive her for sitting down instead of chalking the equations on the blackboard. Her toe was broken but she was wearing stilettos, on the off-chance that a reporter from the Lawton Constitution might come and present her with a teacher-of-the-month feature. She was wearing a slightly sheer purple leopard print blouse and a black pencil skirt. Her hair had silver highlights and her skin was hard with tan.
Mary found two spots in the middle of the room for herself and Bumps. The middle was the best place because teachers always tended to pick on the ones in the back, and the front of the room required a great deal of eye contact. Mary had Bumps sit right in front of her, so she could pass notes and keep her in sight.
“Um, can I sit there?” asked a girl named Shellei. Mary remembered her because her name was so unusual. Her father was in the army, so her mother had had ample time to come up with a unique name for her daughter.
“Sorry, but my friend is sitting there,” Mary replied.
“Class is about to start. I don’t see anyone.”
“She’s right there. Look there’s a seat back over in that corner.”
Shellei laughed through her nose and left Mary, responding with only a what.everrr, and a toss of her hair.
The class bell rang and Miss Belle called the class to order, took attendance, and read through the morning announcements. “Alright class, today we’re going to work with graphing simple equations.” She began drawing an x and y axis on the board and Mary turned to a fresh sheet of paper in her binder.
As Miss Belle’s lecture proceeded, Mary noticed that on either side of her, the other children were heatedly whispering to each other and pointing at Bumps, and then at Mary. She was not unfamiliar with the situation of an outsider and at first thought nothing of the attention.
Halfway into graphing y=3x+1, though, Miss Belle took notice of the commotion. “What is goin’ on?” she asked of a suddenly silent class. “Shellei, honey, I see you’ve been whisperin’ with Landry. Why don’t you share with the class this urgent news that can’t wait until the end of my valuable and relevant lecture this mornin’?”
“Well, Miss Belle, I was just commenting on how it smells like somethin’ died over near where Mary’s sitting. We think it might be that ratty old lamb backpack she always talks to,” Shellei cooly replied.
“Her name is Bumps and she’s not a backpack. She’s my best friend.”
The laughter started slowly; they were uncertain whether Mary was joking. Soon, though, Mary’s injured and intent glare at Shellei revealed that she wasn’t kidding. Some of the kids tried to hide their laughter, shaking slightly, faces turning red with the effort to keep quiet. Others turned to each other and laughed out loud; unashamed of their callousness. Mary looked around in confusion. Ricky, a short, tan boy who lived a few houses down from Mary, went over to the backpack and opened it up. Inside were dried pieces of grass, rotting chicken, hay, and moldy carrots.
“NASTY!”Ricky cried. “Look at this!”
The children, and even Miss Belle crowded around the backpack in wonder and disgust. It made the children laugh and play to see the lamb at school.
16.2.11
Sand CrusheR
The same thing had happened 20 years before. Walter stood below the fresh growth of blue-eyed grass and watched the children fighting on the beach. He felt the years of sun upon his back, layer upon layer, like their annual rounds of back to school shopping. The air was thick with salt, sand, kelp, the drying and cracked shells of horseshoe crabs, mussels, and other mollusks, as if all the days between then and now had been packed into this one day.
The day that Walter went to the beach was warm. The sky was cornflower blue, sparse white clouds feathered across its expanse. His mother’s dress beat against her shins and flapped like fins in salt water wind. The blanket fluttered as they held its corners, lifting it and letting it arc and fall onto the sand. Gulls sat upon the calm waves, bobbing up and down before they hit their apex and crashed into themselves, turning from slate blue to white, the foam dispersing along the shore.
The beach was an unpopular one. Not due to any deficiency of the fault lines. The cliffs which loomed about the sand and water were severe. Seaside daisies clung to their sides with sisyrinchium bellum, the blue-eyed grass which kept eternal watch over the shores below. If sis could speak, she might tell passersby to direct their attention to the northwest where a boy plays near the alkali sink, anchored in the dunes.
Walter returned to the castle, at least, he returned to where he thought the castle should have been. A moment passed in shock, until he looked up from the sand towards the girl and boy he had seen playing when he first got to the beach. The boy was skipping back towards his sister, dragging a stick and acting careless. Walter was filled with rage. His vision filtered out all but the back of the boy’s shoulders. He dug his toes into the sand and pushed himself off, fists full of grass raised in the air and screaming his war cry.